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My cough will not let up and it's really bad. I can hardly get out a sentence without coughing. I don't think the medicine is doing me much good either. Last night, I was on the phone with Justin Sagurton for +2 hours and he was like "I FEEL SO BAD, YOU NEED A HUG." Bahaha, I <3 him. We haven't had a good conversation in quite a while, so last night was good. Him and Jason Silverstein want to break me out of my house one night, but I doubt that'll happen. I do have to figure out how to hang out though. Ugh, I hate having to lie to my dad to hang out with my guy friends, it's so stupid. I really wish he'd trust& give me a bit more freedom; I'm almost 18.
LESM is almost up to 4, 000 messages! Holyyyyy shitaki mushrooms. LESM-- Long Epic Status Message. LESM consists of me, Sara Huey, Alyssa Mancini, Valerie Bardhi, Kristen Marventano, and Jason Silverstein. We talk about pretty much any and everything, except Jason, he doesn't contribute very much, but I do think he skims it. LESM was started by Sara Huey when she sent us a Messaged with the title Status, because everyone there almost started fighting with Sam Pereira on one of her statuses and she told us not to. It's a pretty Epic message with everything we talk about. And the Long? Well...4, 000 messages and counting?
So last night was pretty mind fucking, to say the least. Nate and I were having a normal conversation and it was really nice. In fact, I think Nate and I need to have normal conversations more often, but at one point in the night, Jon Slinger decided to play matchmaker. Him coming into the conversation was all fine and fun at first, buuuutt
Jonathan Slinger
ohh bay bay!. you two gonna pipe!?
Leandra Boodoo
nate and i?!
in your dreams, maybe. :P
rofl, that just reminded of the time when you freaked out during lunch about how we should date.
Jonathan Slinger
hahahahha =D
it was funnny. and i guess me and you are never ever ever ever ever evere evere eefverever efEVER! hanging outt are wee?
and why in my dreams i could care less if you and him go out though i would like to see both of you happpy!!
Leandra Boodoo
and we are if our plan would not fall apart for onceee! and i suppose i need your phone number if it changed?!
when would you like to hang out? our plans will go through this time, i promise. bahahahahaha.
and awws, thaaanks! :]
Jonathan Slinger
hahaha i doubttt ittt our plans fail!
like EPICLY! I DONT KNOW HOW TO SPELL THAT!. hah and no its the same nnumber text mee=)
Leandra Boodoo
EPICALLY.
i won't fall asleep this time. lmao. i was going to text you that day, but i didn't wanna seem like a nag :{P
Nathaniel Partis
well, it seems you two have a little predicament. may i suggest sunday at this club in stroudsburg? U21 night is sunday!
Jonathan Slinger
hahaha. nahh nateee you werent supposed to read the abovee!
punkkkk
you should date leandraa.. leandra dont read this!
Nathaniel Partis
hahaha, i dont think she wants too!!! LEANDRA DONT READ THIS!!!!
my bad
Leandra Boodoo
SHIT.
...don't read what? :]
club... isn't that where you're going with alicia or something? i would, but alyssa evans is sleeping overrrr i told you that, you goose!
Nathaniel Partis
yea!! but its every sunday, i think. lol
Leandra Boodoo
correction nate, i don't think you* want to.
we kinda sorta distinguished this earlier in the conversation. :P
Jonathan Slinger
loook what i startedd. seee you both want to!
Nathaniel Partis
exactly!!! lol LEANDRA DONT READ THIS!!!
Leandra Boodoo
you hush, mr. matchmaker over there. :P
Nathaniel Partis
hey, he has a point young lady!!!
Jonathan Slinger
haha goshh nate date leandraa-leandra dont read thattt
and leandra date nate!- nate dont read this!
Leandra Boodoo
YOU TWO.
-smackk-
hayhayhay, mr. nate ol' buddy ol' pal.
you don't wanna. you said so yourself. indirectly.
"at some point i would have"
aaannnnddd
"confused boy who doesn't know what or more specifically who he wants"
your words, not mine.
jon, don't go putting words in my mouth and crazy ideas in my brain! >:O
Jonathan Slinger
i did not put words in your mouth you little punk!
and of course nate would date you. hes amazing. your amazing. perfecttion!:D
Nathaniel Partis
leandra, i would date you. there, those are words and my mouth. haha.
and, they were "i would have given the world to date you"
i wouldnt give the world anymore, because i realized that without that theres nowhere to take you on a date. hahahahaha
Jonathan Slinger
hahahhahaha awhhhh!!!!! nateee!
Nathaniel Partis
YEA!!!!!!
Leandra Boodoo
yoooooooooooooooooooooouuuuuuu!
we could go to outer space and sail among the stars. :D
ew, okay, i'm being a fgt.
what happened to not knowing what or who you want?
JON -shakes fist violently and texts-
Nathaniel Partis
hahahahahahahahahaha, well, i dont, your just near the top of the list. i would date you
Leandra Boodoo
would and wanting to are two different things. ;] when you figure yourself out you can hit me up with that again and we'll see. :P
Nathaniel Partis
well then. way to shoot me in the foot, im hurt. :(
Jonathan Slinger
nateeee think about ittt!
Leandra Boodoo
well, nate, in all seriousness, i'm sorry. i can't. you really don't know what you want.
you know the notes you've posted.
and we haven't talked in quite a while, except for today, so how i'm on top of your list is beyond me.
like you said, you don't know who you would actually be serious with, because there are other girls that you like and whatnot and would date.
i can't risk that. i don't want another me-emilywoodman thing happening.
plus, i'm going to college and you're moving, so idek. i know we've said before that doesn't matter and i agree for the most part it really shouldn't/wouldn't matter.
but aahhh. idk.
Nathaniel Partis
i know, thats why i understand. and this list is really strange, idk. im thinkin hun, i just know i like u. im sorry i put u through hell
Leandra Boodoo
:]
it's really okay nate. i wish that you figure everything out and do what will make you happiest at the time and in the long run.
Jonathan Slinger
LEANDRA WILL! leandra dont read thiss.
butt natte i know you pretty welll. and you need a breakkk. you need a girlw ho would meet you halfwayyy leandra is perfecttt!
But you can't exactly take a conversation like that seriously when you see things like:
Nathaniel Partis hahaha it means mean. and yea, i guess none of us win. damn. sunday?
Alicia Montano Sunday wat? And no i win cuz im more amazing than you are
Nathaniel Partis to that club!!! and well see that later
Alicia Montano Werd lets go and well see wat that im amazing
Nathaniel Partis yupp
Alicia Montano Well you dont need to see you already know lol
Nathaniel Partis well, i wanna reminder
Alicia Montano Wat kind of reminder?
Nathaniel Partis the kind we are texting about
Nathaniel Partis duh
Hmm, I don't know. Maybe I'm assuming and making an ass out of myself, but who cares? That was all I need to convince myself that I can't take that previous conversation to heart. It wasn't serious. Whatever, I know better than to let myself like him. Last time I liked him it went no where and it was just a bunch of waiting and confusion and yeah, no. Arrghh. I'm okay, I vented to Jon about it last night. Bahaha. Thing with Nate is that he just got out of a rocky relationship and he needs to take a break, no matter how much he's begging for a girlfriend, he is definitely not ready. I mean come on now, a list? A "really strange" list? How do you have a "really strange" list of girls you like? You know...it doesn't even matter and I shouldn't even stress myself with the situation. I'm going to college in August and he is eventually moving to Nazareth; it's pretty pointless for us to get into a relationship. We won't be able to see each other hardly ever and we both will be meeting new people etcetc. I am just going to hold myself off of boys until college, it will just be better for me. Yesyesyes.
I need to clean my room and my bathroom for tomorrow and then get ready to watch Alyssa Mancini's little sister at 1:30. I'll most likely update later tonight and if not, tomorrow morning. [:
So give up, our bodies started kissing in a language we didn't know. Give in, I'm running through your veins like a habit you can't kick. . |
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