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| This weekend was guhreat. I spent most of it with Christine Michelle George.<333 On Friday, after my horrible chem test, I came back to my room and paced around. I wanted to leave, I need to go somewhere. I put my laptop in my purse, plugged in headphones, grabbed my phone and walked out of Maple Hall. Notice how in that list of things I grabbed, my keys weren't included? Yeah, I locked myself out and realized it right when I closed my room door. I wrote on my suitemate's door to call/text me when she got back so that I can break in through our bathroom& left. So I was wearing my outfit from my graduation party on this slightly chilly day, which included a small green dress (casual type dress, I don't know how to describe it, almost like a really short sundress), with the necklace from Joey, leggings, flats, and a sweater. I had no idea where I was going, but the only place I knew how to get to was the Wal*Mart plaza. I was texting Christine and she kept saying that she hoped I was okay and used many ellipses in her texts; I wasn't sure if that meant that she wanted to come or what, but I figured she was with the commuters, so I didn't bother asking. I reached the entrance to campus and when I told her that I was probably heading towards the Wal*Mart plaza, she texted me "Walmart is fun though..." so I was likkeee okay, maybe she'll come! & I invited her. I walked back to her dorm and waited outside on a table for her to change out of her dress& into jeans. Okay, yeah, about this dress thing, that was all her idea! Lmao. The night before, which I guess was Thursday before we left for the Chem Society meeting, she was looking through tagged pictures on Facebook and decided that we needed to get smoothies again. It was already chilly outside when we went to Jazzman's and by the time Kimmy, Christine, Kirstie and I left, it was snowing! Smoothies in the snow, hell yeah. So while we were walking back to Maple, Christine was likke "Guys, sometimes I have really stupid ideas, don't always listen to me." If that statement couldn't be more true--we were talking on instant messenger around 1 in the morning, and she told me that she had the random urge to wear a dress& me being me, of course, I told her that I would wear one with her. Friday morning is was breezy and then walking back from Wal*Mart was a bit nippy. But anywho. We walked down to Wal*Mart, cutting through the fields by the elementary school. Walking there took about seven minutes. We entered, walked around, picked up a box of Ritz snowflake crackers and a two-piece cheesecake sampler& cashed out. Then, Christine and I had a pleasant lunch date at the McDonald's there. We both got two fo whatever we ordered, faattiieeesss! Bahaha. After lunch, we decided to walk around Wal*Mart again and we spent about 2 hours looking/listening at/to all of the Hoops&Yoyo cards. It was so awesome. When we got back to UPJ, we went to Kimmy's new room in Hemlock; she's an RA there now, so she's no longer a resident of Maple. Thenthenthen dinneerrr! I don't remember what we had at all. Later that night, my suitemates Anna and Adriana were having problems again, so Erin came and did some roommate switches, which is when Kirstie moved into my room. Saturday was so nice out in the daytime! Kimmy, Zach, Christine and I went to the mall. Okay, so I really need help with spending control, lmfao. I had $60 left for this week and I spent it all at the mall, but I believe it was well spent. The first store we went to was Hot Topic in which I bought a Youth Medium All-American Rejects shirt, and a medium Mayday Parade shirt. I also signed up for a HT + 1 Your Friend With Benefits card. Ohohoh! I also bought this month's AP magazine with The Academy Is... on the cover and Mayday Parade had a big article; it made me so excited. When I was flipping through the magazine, I found the Mayday Parade tour dates and there's a show in Pittsburgh on Sunday the 15th for $15! Baaahhh humbug! I'm going home this weekend to talk to Alyssa Mancini, because my BFFN and I really need to catch uppp! Anywho, at the mall, Christine and I went into this hurricane stimulator for $2 in which the wind went up to 80mph. It was intense. :D Thenthenthen, we went into a collectibles store& ohmygoddd! That store is absolutely amazing, there's everything from likkeee the beginning of time in there. We had dinner in The Italian Oven, a restaurant at the mall, and the food was delicious. I got an eggplant parmesiagna, nomnomnom! But Christine and I couldn't finish our food, so we put in boxes and carried it home. When we got home, Christine and I chilled in my room, then she went back to her room, and later on that night, she came back over and we watched Scooby Doo the movie while eating crackers and cheese. It was a good time, we both needed it. Sundaaayyy, Christine and I slept in until about 1:30, then Christine came over and we finished our left overs for lunch.<33 I don't know why I'm never at Christine's room, she always comes here for some reason. :P Bahaha. Sunday was a regular boring day, we ate, did homework& just chilled. Kirstie came back and as always, we were completely retarded. We decided to eat pomegranates and then clean at one in the morning. Then when Evan came over to use my laptop we were just loud and we had cheese and crackers! We started writing down quotes on a Post-It notepad and we're gonna type and print out our quotes and post them all over our walls in our room. We also had a pow wow with Sean, our RA, Justin, Josh, and Anna. Sean and I talked about study abroad and I got really excited about going to New Zealand. I am probably going to go my junior year, but I might go next year for the Spring semester. I've decided that I'm going to go to the University of Otago there. I'm sososososososo stoked! & I'll be studying zoology there. My dream come true, pretty much!<3333 TODAY, jeesus cuhrist this entry is way too long. Today I only went to Precalc and Chem. Christine and I skipped Comp and went to lunch instead, because we didn't have rough drafts ready and found it pointless to go! At lunch they had this fried rice in chicken broth, I don't know, it was like asain style I guess, it was yummy. There were a bunch of people there all dressed up with name tags that said "UPJMUN 2009." Christine and I were and still are confused about it, but whatevs. After lunch, we came back to the room to wake Kirstie up, because Evan slept over last night& they were supposed to get up at 7 to get Pitt tickets, but that failed. Then chem was completely pointless to go to, it was really simple stuff. We mostly focused on Lewis Dot Structures and then he started teaching a more challenging part in the last five minutes. It was frustrating; he always does that, I don't get why he doesn't just save it for the next lesson, that way he can properly explain it. But whatevs, I need to go through the textbook and read/highlight the chapter. Tomorrow I only have Precalc and Chem lab. I'm going into chem lab at 1:30 instead of at 2, that way I can register for my classes and get at least most if not all of them. OH! So get this, okay. Since I'm transferring to Delaware Valley College next year to major in zoology, I'm technically going to be a biology major with a zoology major concentration, which means that if I were to go there next year I would be really behind on biology. As a chemistry major, I don't need bio classes, so I didn't take any this semester. Now, I realized that I need to at least have General Biology I, that way I am not really behind next year. So next semester, not only am I taking Calc I, Chem II, and Chem Lab II, but I'm taking Bio I and Bio Lab! Baahhh humbug! Failfailfail! I was texting Forest about it earlier today. I miss my ride buddy. :D Dinner tonight was alright, I had vegetable lasagna and sausage bits. Christine and I also had salad. Theeennn we came back to my dorm and chilled with Kirstie and Jesse. Jesse is a jerk, btw. :{P AAHHH, Dylan cuhracks me up, we call each other names and tell each other to shutthefuckup all the time. It's great. I love my hall, I'm going to miss everyone here so much next year! Okayokayokay, I really need to get off and go workout! Goodniiggghhhttt!
Her eyes turn to green as she seems to be happy that she is here. And this time, I think you'll know. | | |
| Christine is here again and we're doing homeworrkkkkk! Except we're kinda slacking, Facebook is quite distracting. I really do need to do homework and study for my chem exam tomorrow and do the 30 minutes of writing about my comp paper's topic. I still haven't quite picked an issue about nature to write about, I might do something about saving animals. Maybe I'll do one about oil spills! hmmhmm. Okay, today i decided not to go to chem, because my professor wasn't here again and it was optional, because Brock, a Supplemental Instructor was just answering questions, so I decided to stay home and do work. I ate left overs from my dad and started my math homework. I'm almost done with section 4.2, then I have to do 4.3 and I can start on chem. w00tw00t. Kirstie probably isn't going to sleep here tonight, so I'm just going to skip working out and work out on Saturday. I normally take the weekends off to let my muscles recuperate, but if I'm skipping today to get work done, thennnn, yeah. So after the Chem Society meeting that Christine and I just got back from, I went to my advisor's office and signed up for an appointment at 10:30 on Tuesday morning. I've decided that I'm most likely going to go to Delaware Valley College and do a Zoology major concentration under their Biology program. I hate biology and would much rather major in chemistry, but if I can do the zoology major concentration, then I'm golden. :D I'm super excited. I'm going to miss everyone at Pitt-Johnstown though. That's okay, I can visit some weekends. Or they can visit meeee. I'm so stoked to figure everything out thoughh. I'm trying to think of how my day went, but nothing really happened. Chrissi got the rest of her stuff; she is officially moving out of my room. I don't know when she's turning in her key, but when she does, I believe Erin will contact me and then I'll ask when/if I should be expecting a new roommate. I would love to have the room to myself. & Anna, my suitemate, is having issues with her roommate, so she's trying to get Adriana to move. Baha, so horrible. Adriana cries all the time now, today she was a wreck all day. I don't knoww, no comment on that situation. OH! So tell me how Hanna called me today and was ranting about Oscar to me& she told me how she asked Joey if she should message him and ask to start over as friends. Joey's response was something like he doesn't really know, but she could if she wants, and that he doesn't know what's going through Oscar's head so he doesn't know. I almost started bursting into laughter, because he normally gives her advice on what to write in the messages and now he's like ehhh, I don't know. Maybe I'm just being conceited, but I've messaged him and Facebook 4 times and e-mailed him likke twice and he hasn't responded, so he's kind of being like Oscar now; he's almost in Oscar's shoes, so now he's probably like "well, I don't like Leandra messaging me, so maybe Hanna shouldn't message Oscar." I don't frickin' frakin' know. Boys. BLEEEEHHHHH! nmdadijfkghalkjghafkjd Okay, since I really have to catch up in classes, this entry is kind of short, but I'm ending it here. Goodnight!
Every night she cries, dies a little more each time. Say you love me. | | |
| I really do need to start posting my blogs before I go workout, because today is going to be another one of those two-entries-in-one-day days. Tomorrow it will be fixed! Anywho. So, yesterday(Wednesday) I got up at 8:30 and actually got dressed, unlike all of last week (except Friday) when I wore sweats and hoodies and barely went to any classes. Friday I wore my red& black paid shirt and black skinnies (kinda sort the outfit in my default, but that picture is from I think Sepetember), because I was going to the West football game and to see Joey. Yesterday, I wore
 It actually felt weird, because I haven't been all dolled up since two weeks ago. Baha. I went all of my classes, except Chemistry. I was struggling to stay awake in American Political Process and Precalc, but I wasn't going to skip Comp[istion I], because Christine and I had this plan to wear humungo sunglasses we bought at the Dollar Tree and ties, so I had decided that I was gonna skip chem. When we get to Comp, the twins& Dalton weren't there, so it was pointless for our little dress up& we didn't do it. That plan failed. Toward the end of comp, I got a text from Phillip saying that chem was canceled, so I didn't have to skip! I went back to my dorm, made a peanut butter and jelly sandwich for lunch, bullshitted with Kimmy for about a half hour. Then I took a nap from about 2:00 until 4:14. I rolled out of bed, got the text from Julie for band, hand-combed my hair and left. Nor Jay or Sarah were in band yesterday, so the middle voices were only Dudley and I. At some point Dudley asked me how I was doing& if my week was going better, and I did this with my hand motion: day: ---- night: \ So pretty much, I'm O.K. during the day, at least on the outside I am, and then I just completely crash at night. In band, we attempted to play "The Most Wonderful Time Of The Year" yeah, that was god awful, at least when we sight read it was. It got better throughout the period, naturally. After band I came back to my room, finished copying Christine's Precalc notes that I was missing, and went off to dinner with Kimmy, Christine, and Dan. I had pasta, sausage links (they had breakfast for dinner, but I only wanted the sausage), and tomato basil. It was pretty yummy, but not spectacular. I'm doing well with cutting down my portions and resisting getting seconds& desserts. I'm proud of myself. Bahaha. Last night I kinda failed though, but Kirstie got high, and when she gets high, I have to make her food, so I made her a peanut butter sandwich, and once I opened the peanut butter, I couldn't help but make myself a slice. Anywho. Christine and I worked on precalc in my room again; I like having her company, bahaha. I loves herrr. :D When she left around 10, I went to workout. I did my normal workout: 30 minutes on the elliptical on weight loss level 3, 5 minute stretch break, 30 minutes on the bike weight loss level 3, 100 jumping jacks. Then I showered. I was texting Josh before I hopped in the shower about a project he was working on, and then I texted him when I got out. Now, when I say I got out, I mean, I legit stepped out of the shower, wrapped my hair in a towel, dried my body, wrapped my body in a towel, and picked up my phone and texted him. About two seconds later, Josh knocked on my door. So we stood by my doorway for about 5 minutes having a conversation about his project while I was in a towel. ROFL. That reminds me how Dan is a legs man, so the one day I had just shaved the morning or night before or day of and my legs were super smooth, so Christine, Kimmy, and I were teasing him. He was laying on Chrissi's bed and he was like "I'M NOT TOUCHING YOUR LEG. THAT'S CHEATING." Bahaha, he loves his girlfriend so much, it's so cute. But Kimmy and I shoved my leg in his face and he grabbed it and clung onto it. It was so funny! I thought it was gonna start chomping on my leg like a chicken drumstick or something. But yeah, I just thought it was funny, because I guess I'm getting comfortable with my friends/people in my dorm. IDK, anyway, I went to bed. Kirstie was going to go to Evan's, but he decided to be a douche and change his mind at the last minute, so she slept in my room again, but she knocked out when I left at 10. I listened to Mayday Parade's new CD again. It's so amazing, like aahhh<3333 I cried myself to sleep again listening to it& clenching his hat in my hands. It's amazing how song lyrics can sometimes match exactly how you're feeling. I'm so addicted to the album now too. I lovelovelovelovelove Mayday Parade, ever since I first started listening to them, they've been my second/third favorite band. They're actually almost even with The All-American Rejects, so! <33333 About this whole Joey thing. I...don't know. I feel so blehh on the inside all the time and I don't want to do anything ever. I just wanna go to bed and wake up at his house and just gaahh. I know we were only dating for two months, but those two months meant so much and provoked so many deep emotions, it just..it kills me. I know I just have to wait it out now though and see what happens. I hate how he won't even talk to me at all! ughughugh. I don't know, I reallyreally don't. I don't even know how he feels anymore or anything. adknm,ghalkjfghaeklfjbhadilgkhebtkjldngkjh -deep breath- Kat posted this blog in dedication to me and her friend who is going through a mutual breakup. It made me cry too yesterday, but it was nice, kind of amusing in a weird sense too though. I again wanna thank everyone who's been here for meee. I love you all. My friends are <33. :]
P.S. I'm definitely addicted to this CD.
When you hear this chorus do you miss the way the world was spinning for us? Do you hurt the way that I do? | | |
| Dreams are quite interesting things. The things that stick out, the things you look up as symbols, are even more interesting. I had a dream last night about Joey:
So somehow Joey and I ended up being roommates, but we still hardly talked. So at this one party we all went to, I was trying to hide around Hanna and likkeee 3 people had big pet turtles with them, I was amazed. Joey spotted us and started to come near, so Hanna and I ran into a store but he found her and gave her this biiiggggg hug, so I skipped around the store to avoid him, but him and Hanna found me anyway. Joey and I started to talk a little bit and we started holding hands and hugging really tight. I was playing with hangers at some point and asked Hanna what was going on and she said something along the lines of "everything is all over the place." Then Joey and I found somewhere to talk and we were being all cuddly and it just worried me, so I backed off, but he kept scooching closer as he told me a story and said that it's not that bad. I was like "wow, you're confident." And at one part when I was hugging him, I was reading his shirt (I think it was yellow?) which said something about me, like something about loving me or not getting over me for a while or something? I don't remember. And then we just kept talking and cuddling and fixing things. There was one part where we were talking and I went to scratched/rub his side and just cling to him like I did three weeks ago at the movies and he was like "EEHHH," like that type of sound you make when you're warning someone not to do something? So I just grabbed at his shirt/chest and cuddled up to him. So suddenly we're in a row at the movie theaters and we're talking to Kenny (the now senior flute player in west's band?) and Joey said that our whole row was reserved, no offense. So Kenny said it was fine, that I (Leandra) had to deal with it all of last yr (when he dated Deena&/Jessica). I guess Joey and I fell asleep at the party place, because we woke up at like 2 in the afternoon, but Hanna had left. Joey was like "SHE DID NOT JUST LEAVE." so we were like zkdjfghadslkfjghdslkfj WHY DIDN'T SHE TELL US? WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO? and we were walking around. Then "Hide And Seek" by Imogen Heap came on while we were walking, so we held hands and squeezed really tightly. I kissed his hand& I think that's where it ended.
And here are the symbol interpretations from dreammoods.com:
Turtle To see a turtle in your dream, symbolizes wisdom, faithfulness, longevity, and loyalty. It also suggests that you need to take things slow in some situation or relationship in your life. With time, you will make steady progress. Alternatively, it indicates that you are sheltering yourself from the realities of life. Or that you are putting forth a hard exterior and not letting others in. Hanger To see a hanger in your dream, suggests that you are getting the hang of some situation or some task. Or it may mean that you are just hanging in there. ShirtTo dream of a shirt, refers to your emotions or some emotional situation. The shirt you wear reveals your attitude and level of consciousness about a particular situation. T-Shirt To see or wear a T-shirt in your dream, suggests that you need to take it easy and relax. Alternatively it may represent your honesty especially in your personal relationships. Consider also if there is a design or saying on the t-shirt. Movie Theater To dream that you are in a movie theater, indicates that you are attempting to protect yourself from your emotions and/or actions. Viewing them on a movie screen projects them onto another person and thus makes those feelings/actions distant . You may be protecting yourself from experiencing them. Party To dream that you are at a party, suggests that you need to get out more and enjoy yourself. If the party is bad, then it indicates that you are unsure of your social skills. Left To dream that you are left behind, represents feelings of rejection or not fitting into a group. It may also highlight fears of not being able to keep up. You are questioning your abilities and/or may not be utilizing your full potential. If you left something or someone behind, indicates that you are ready to let go of the past and move forward. Songs To hear or write songs in your dream, indicates that you are looking at things from a spiritual viewpoint. Your future path is a happy one with good health and much wealth. Consider the words to the song that you are dreaming about for additional messages. Hands To dream that your hands are clasped or closed, signifies unity, completeness, acceptance or agreement. On a more negative note, it may suggest that you are close-minded, ungiving or unwilling to help. Hugging To dream that you are hugging someone, symbolizes your loving and caring nature. You are holding someone or something close to your heart. Alternatively, it may indicate your need to be more affectionate. Yellow The color yellow has both positive and negative connotations. If the dream is a pleasant one, then the color yellow is symbolic of intellect, energy, agility, happiness, harmony, and wisdom. On the other hand, if the dream is an unpleasant one, then the color represents cowardice and sickness. You may have a fear or an inability to make a decision or take action. As a result, you are experiencing many setbacks.
I'm not sure if it's because of what I was thinking about last night, how I was going through memories, and my brain just concocted a dream to include everything, or if the symbols really mean what they mean. Well, they do relate pretty well. But yeah. :// I still feel the way I did yesterday, the day before, all last week. I'm just getting better at acting normal, but idk, I do have random moments all the time; Joey's always on my mind, in my heart. Last night I bawled myself to sleep after reading saved texts from him and some of our AIM conversations from when we first started liking each other. sdfkjbndsk;fhladjf;khladm Classwise, everything was normal, except Malosh was my lab sub today, who I have for Gen Chem II next semester, and it was super confusing! He hardly followed what went on in the procedure Fisanick had us print out. After lab and Kimmy's college algebra and economics classes, her, Christine, Bill, Kerry-James, and I went to dinner. I haaaddddd stuffed shells, chicken nuggest and french fries. It was...alright. Then Christine and I went back to Maple and we sat in the lobby watching Aladdin and attempting to do precalc homeworkk. When that started to epically fail, Josh took us and Harper to Wal*Mart, where I bought Sunny D Mango, bread (peanut butter and jelly sandwich for lunch tomorrow! err...today? it's 2am.), and the new Mayday Parade CD! At first I was really excited to listen, but when I got back to my room, I read the lyrics in the booklet and was afraid to listen, relate, cry. But so far I've heard the first three songs& I love them, they do exactly what I expected. Oh, Mayday Parade, how I adore you.<3333333 I had a little pow wow with Christine while Kimmy and Dan had a little pow wow. My friends are so great, I really appreciate them so much. <33 When they all booked it around 10, I went to work out, showered& got dressed in really obnoxious orange leggings, purple shorts, orange Team Maple shirt, and orange/purple/black striped socks. I walked down to the LLC with Alison and her new boy to get Kirstie and nowwwww, Kirstie is attempting to sleep in my room, so I'm attempting to quickly finish this blog. We're so nuts around each other, we randomly dance in the middle of my room& twenty minutes ago we were dancing to Sir Mix-A-Lot's "Jump On It." Alright, I think that's it for now. Wish me luck sleeping. That's okay, as long as I have Joey's hat, I'll be fine. God, I reallyreallyreally miss Joey. ]:
P.S. I need to start writing these before I work out, that way they post under the proper day.
Torn in two she lies awake. The moon lights up her room like day. Another night she spends alone without his touch, his skin so cold. | | |
| Last night I posted a blog sometime after midnight, so both of these posts are going to be under the same date. Oh well, I can't wait until tomorrow to post this; I was sitting on the floor doing my math home with Kimmy and Christine in my room and I had to get up to type. This morning was really...I don't know. Kirstie slept in my room last night on Chrissi's old bed. It was interesting having her in here, because she was also a mess over her and Evan's recent break up and crying herself. So I dimmed the lights and let my Joey playlist play. Kirstie was getting a bit delusional due to exhaustion, but we were up until about 2 in the morning anyway. Bahaha, one song came on and we started dancing, but I don't remember what song it was. Anywho, I slept with Joey's hat again, 8th day in a row; I've actually been wearing it all day. I woke up at 7:30 this morning wide awake! Frickin' daylight savings time. Okayokayokay, anywho. So I went back to sleep and woke up at 8:30, rolled out of bed and started writing my annotated bibliography for University Scholarship class (it's basically a class that teaches you study skills, etc)& Kimmy popped by for a visit before her Composition I class (which ended up being canceled). I skipped American Political Process from 10 'til 10:50, went to Precalc at 11, skipped Comp I from 12 to 12:50, wrote more of my annotated bib, then went to Gen. Chem. I at 1 'til 1:50 and finished my annotated bibliography afterwards. University Scholarship was it's usual handing stuff in and working out of the course packet. Then I had band at 4:30& talked to Dudley about Joey. He said he had the same problem with his ex-girlfriend from last year, who broke up with him over the distance, so if I ever wanted to talk, he'll listen. :D I just love altosaxes, they're always ballinnn. :D MIDDLE VOICES<333 Alright, enough with the band geek stuff. In the morning, I believe, I took a break from my annotated bibliography, and, like an idiot, read through my saved texts from Joey& bawled. I really...just reallyyyy... As I was just doing my precalc homework when Christine and Kimmy were here, my phone started ringing, so I looked at the name and saw "No Name" and got excited, thinking it was Joey calling from his house. Silly me. When I read the first three digits, "240," I realized it was a debt collector and became upset immediately. That's why i had to hop on here right away, because I've been dying to all day and that just pushed me to it. Oh, so that precalc test I took on Friday? Yeah, I was thinking about how I was really nervous to go see Joey at the store and how I'd approach him and how he'd probably react while I was taking that exam. I got a 66. But now we're doing trigonometry, which isn't really difficult, so I should be able to bring my grade up in that course with this section. I guess today wasn't too bad of a Joey-missing day. Okay, who am I kidding, it was pretty much like every other day, but band really helped a lot. I don't know, it really kept me busy and after I told Dudley about it in the beginning of the period, I really didn't think about it that entire hour. When I'm upset&/sick, I feel like it helped me play better, because I'm more determined to not let my weakness get the best of my playing, so, I feel like I got a lot out when playing in band. Not that I'm likkeee super amazing or anything, but I'm just an average french hornist, but it really did help. After band was dinner, where I realized that I'm going to be leaving my altosaxophones! Dinner was nommy, I was mashed potatoes and chicken with some sort of gravy or sauce on it, and pasta (fettucine noodles and spaghetti?) with parmesan cheese. Yunno, I feel like typing these blogs on Xanga is like a substitue for talking to Joey on the phone at night, because we normally tell each other everything that happened that day, so this is kind of filling that void I guess. But yeah, I have to workout in about an hour or in likkee 50 minutes, since it's 9:02 right now. I need to workout, do precalc homework, copy American Political Process notes, and catch up in Chemistry. Since I was sick all last week, plus depressed, I hardly went to any classes, so I need to read chapters 7 and 8 and print out the notes, highlight& write some of my own and make sure I understand the sections. I went to class today and was almost completely lost. I have an exam on chapters 6-8 Friday too, so yeah, this week is catch up on chem week! I also need to do some research on debatable nature topics and write a thesis for comp. Tomorrow I only have precalc and lab, so when I wake up at 8:30, I'll roll out of bed before precalc and do some research for my paper. Then I'll do chemistry tomorrow night and on Thursday. I still need to look for more colleges in Pennsylvania with Zoology as a major! Maybe I'll do that tonighttttttt, after I work out, after I get majority of my precalc done? Alright, I'm gonna go try to focus and complete some more homework before working out. Wish me luck. :/ Blehhh.
I can't take no more, her tears like diamonds on the floor. And her diamonds bring me down.
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